
I suppose it's possible that I'm on the list but they couldn't tell me because I was time traveling back to 18th century Williamsburg, where my profession didn't even exist yet. Or maybe I'm still on staff but we have been reorganized in such a way that it's impossible to work without completely sacrificing my integrity. Right now I don't know which one would be worse.
Tomorrow I'm getting my tooth fixed, which is an investment in me because the world can be cruel to a 50+ year old creative and I need to look as ... um ... "contemporary" as possible. And I'm picking up a purse I dropped off for repair -- maintaining my resolution to not buy any bags in 2010. So I guess I'm doing what I can.
But I'm scared and unsettled, and am trying so hard to regain my nice, chill vacation-induced temperament.
It's hard not to play the "Worst Case" game. I hope you're able to squeeze some relaxation out of this weekend.
ReplyDeletebummer Gal...prayers for your protection!!!
ReplyDeleteGal - ARGH. You've been on this fence for well over a year now. It can't be easy. I'll say prayers too and hold a thought for you.
ReplyDeleteTry not to stress (easy for me to say).
I think your worst case plan is a common strategy for many. I do the same thing sometimes myself...being prepared is a comfort and puts you in the driver's seat.
Hugs
I hope you're "safe"! Based on my experience (four rounds of layoffs at my former job, I got cut in round four), they will generally contact you even if you're on vacation. So it's a good sign.
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