Today, while I was standing at the Xerox machine, making copies for the umpteenth time in my 39 year office career (33 spent as a writer), I was overwhelmed by a feeling of exhaustion.
"I wish I could retire," I thought to myself.
Don't get me wrong: I enjoy writing. And I need to work at least 6 more years if I am to retire in any comfort. I hope I accomplish that here because it's comfortable here.
But it's the twilight of my career. I know that. And I'm feeling it.
These are the thoughts and observations of me — a woman of a certain age. (Oh, my, God, I'm 65!) I'm single. I'm successful enough (independent, self supporting). I live just outside Chicago, the best city in the world. I'm an aunt and a friend. I feel that voices like mine are rather underrepresented online or in print. So here I am. If my musings resonate with you, please visit my blog again sometime.
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I'm a little more than half-way through my teaching career. I know there is an end in sight. But I do feel overwhelmed when I realize I still have 13 years left. I feel you!
ReplyDeletei hope you can. i am planning on 1 1/2 years from now...not the word planning.
ReplyDeletexoxxo
Heavens, you are tired. Hope you get a bit of relief on the weekend but having just read what your weather is like this Halloween weekend (I am really late to the party) I think you are housebound. What vicious weather!
ReplyDeleteMy retirement plan is to hvae each of my 5 children furnish 20% of my living expenses. Or more realistically, to die at my desk. I've got 20 years easy before retirement.
ReplyDeleteHang in there. Every day you make it is one day less you'll have to work :)