These are the thoughts and observations of me — a woman of a certain age. (Oh, my, God, I'm 65!) I'm single. I'm successful enough (independent, self supporting). I live just outside Chicago, the best city in the world. I'm an aunt and a friend. I feel that voices like mine are rather underrepresented online or in print. So here I am. If my musings resonate with you, please visit my blog again sometime.
Sunday, April 11, 2010
I'm never prepared for the ending
I just watched PBS's The Diary of Anne Frank. This production includes the material poor Otto Frank omitted from the diary for decades -- passages that touch upon Anne's burgeoning sexuality, her unforgiving appraisal of her mother and her parents' marriage, etc. I read the unabridged diary a few years ago so I wasn't surprised. In fact, the bitchier and bossier Anne (as played by Ellie Kendrick) seemed, the more she made me smile for she truly was, in many ways, a young girl just like the rest of us, dealing with hormones and periods and the issues of independence and growing up that we all dealt with. Only poor Anne never came through on the other side, never had the opportunity to look back at her adolescence with wonder at her own behavior.
Mr. Dussel, the dentist, is more sympathetic in this version than I recall him in the past. I think it's because I'm intensely private -- never more than when I was 13, 14, 15 -- and the very presence of him in Anne's room made me dislike him. So I don't know if it's his portrayal that has changed, or my perspective.
But the thing that never changes is what a shock the ending is. Anne writes, "In spite of everything, I still believe that people are really good at heart," and then the Nazis appear. The information flashed across the screen -- that Anne died in Bergen-Belsen the following March -- is just so freaking unfair! The hurt in my heart is that of the angry adolescent Gal who still simply cannot accept what happened to the young girl who poured her emotions into her diary … and whose words have been keeping us human for generations now.
So much fun to watch
I was sad to learn that Dixie Carter, aka Julia Sugarbaker, died yesterday at age 70. She was my favorite Designing Woman, a sassy belle who spoke her mind while maintaining her femininity.
Sunday Stealing
Sunday Stealing: The Me Me Meme
1. Never in my life have I been: tall
2. The one person who can drive me nuts is: my least favorite, and now perhaps erstwhile, coworker
3. High school was: hell
4. When I’m nervous I: can't sit still
5. The last song I listened to was: "Falling Back in Love with You" by Marcia Ball. She has a bluesy voice and plays a mean honky-tonk piano.
6. If I were to get married right now my best man/maid of honor: would be shocked
7. My hair is: short and has a little red in it
8. When I was 5: it was curly and blonde
9. Last Christmas: wasn't so great
10. I should be..: enjoying Williamsburg
11. When I look down I see: my beautiful, shimmery coral pedicure
12. The happiest recent event was: my vacation
13. If I were a character on 'Friends' I would be: one of Phoebe's massage clients
14. By this time next year: I hope my life is more settled and peaceful
15. My current gripe is: my unsettled job situation
16. I have a hard time understanding: my kid sister
17. There’s this girl I know that: is an FCCLA Culinary Star (Let's hear it for my niece!)
18. If I won an award, the first person I would tell would be: my best friend, my oldest friend, or my mom
19. Take my advice: share your home with an animal you rescued from a shelter and revel in the love
20. The thing I want to buy: is love, but money can't buy me love (everybody tells me so)
21. If you visited the place I was born: you would be in a suburban hospital
22. I plan to visit: Colonial Williamsburg again
23. If you spent the night at my house: you would be appalled by all the paper I have laying around
24. I’d stop my wedding if: I found myself having one
25. The world could do without: birthers and other crazy right wing zealots
26. I’d rather lick the belly of a cockroach than: listen to birthers and other right wing zealots
27. Most recent thing I’ve bought myself: was a cup of soft serve chocolate yogurt with peanut butter & chocolate sprinkles
28. Most recent thing someone else bought me: a box of chocolates from my mom on Easter Sunday
29. My favorite blond is: Robert Redford
30. My favorite brunette is: Bruce Springsteen
31. My favorite red head is: me
32. My middle name is: Ann
33. In the morning I: shower and then feed the cats
34. The animals I would like to see flying besides birds are: humans like me. If I had wings myself, I wouldn't have to travel by plane.
35. Once, at a bar: I got free drinks because I was wearing a jaunty red Shriner's fez
36. Last night I was: freaking out about my job situation
37. There’s this guy I know who: whose voice I miss terribly
38. If I was an animal I’d be: a cat ... a flying cat, I guess
39. A better name for me would be: She Who Must Be Obeyed
40. Tomorrow I am: finding out my fate at work
41. Tonight I am: catching up on Desperate Housewives
42. My birthday is: a very holy day in Galtopia
1. Never in my life have I been: tall
2. The one person who can drive me nuts is: my least favorite, and now perhaps erstwhile, coworker
3. High school was: hell
4. When I’m nervous I: can't sit still
5. The last song I listened to was: "Falling Back in Love with You" by Marcia Ball. She has a bluesy voice and plays a mean honky-tonk piano.
6. If I were to get married right now my best man/maid of honor: would be shocked
7. My hair is: short and has a little red in it
8. When I was 5: it was curly and blonde
9. Last Christmas: wasn't so great
10. I should be..: enjoying Williamsburg
11. When I look down I see: my beautiful, shimmery coral pedicure
12. The happiest recent event was: my vacation
13. If I were a character on 'Friends' I would be: one of Phoebe's massage clients
14. By this time next year: I hope my life is more settled and peaceful
15. My current gripe is: my unsettled job situation
16. I have a hard time understanding: my kid sister
17. There’s this girl I know that: is an FCCLA Culinary Star (Let's hear it for my niece!)
18. If I won an award, the first person I would tell would be: my best friend, my oldest friend, or my mom
19. Take my advice: share your home with an animal you rescued from a shelter and revel in the love
20. The thing I want to buy: is love, but money can't buy me love (everybody tells me so)
21. If you visited the place I was born: you would be in a suburban hospital
22. I plan to visit: Colonial Williamsburg again
23. If you spent the night at my house: you would be appalled by all the paper I have laying around
24. I’d stop my wedding if: I found myself having one
25. The world could do without: birthers and other crazy right wing zealots
26. I’d rather lick the belly of a cockroach than: listen to birthers and other right wing zealots
27. Most recent thing I’ve bought myself: was a cup of soft serve chocolate yogurt with peanut butter & chocolate sprinkles
28. Most recent thing someone else bought me: a box of chocolates from my mom on Easter Sunday
29. My favorite blond is: Robert Redford
30. My favorite brunette is: Bruce Springsteen
31. My favorite red head is: me
32. My middle name is: Ann
33. In the morning I: shower and then feed the cats
34. The animals I would like to see flying besides birds are: humans like me. If I had wings myself, I wouldn't have to travel by plane.
35. Once, at a bar: I got free drinks because I was wearing a jaunty red Shriner's fez
36. Last night I was: freaking out about my job situation
37. There’s this guy I know who: whose voice I miss terribly
38. If I was an animal I’d be: a cat ... a flying cat, I guess
39. A better name for me would be: She Who Must Be Obeyed
40. Tomorrow I am: finding out my fate at work
41. Tonight I am: catching up on Desperate Housewives
42. My birthday is: a very holy day in Galtopia